There aren't words for it. The only way to express it is by the 'sigh'. The sigh of contentment, happiness, longing, sadness... the bittersweet sigh of nostalgia. Looking back on life and knowing how happy those times were. Looking at all the pictures of Sandy I have and it not being enough. The picture Sandy drew of us... (sigh)... I was looking at pictures from the Band Trip to Disneyworld.... That feels like forever ago... Random pictures from Heather's house, Jan 4, 2003. Sandy's hair was soo short... We've been together for about... 8 inches now... (hehehe). Well... I guess I'll go to sleep and dream about happy times, surrounded by friends, doing nothing at all... just being... just existing... and being so happy to do it. (sigh)

To all that might read this: treasure the past... treasure your friends... it's the people you're with that make you happy, not how much money you have, or where you live.

(sigh)

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